No Temptation to drink
This evening is Friday night and this usually involves getting pretty drunk and staying up until 3am so I can find some goods hours drinking away.
Saturday mornings usually mean that I am nursing a pretty severe hangover and retching into the toilet.
Saturday nights mean drinking while watching the X-Factor and drinking so much that Sundays are a day for recovery before the 5pm pick me up session.
However this week, I am really looking forward to waking up and doing things.
I went to a local supermarket this afternoon and found myself in the drinks aisle, I went past all of the Stella Artois and Red Wines, etc and I can assure you, I had no temptation to drink.
Its like I reached my life long limit of drinking, that when I look at it now I just see a pathetic little man sat in his armchair drinking himself into a stupor, convincing himself that everyone is doing exactly the same as him.
I just do not need alcohol anymore. I am free to do whatever I so desire on Weekends and have the money to afford to do it properly too.
No amount of AV or conscience is going to make me drink again.