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Old 10-30-2014, 03:44 PM
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aussieblue
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Glad you enjoyed your self Mirage.

Finding this site very depressing today, I have been reading some posts by people who have been here as long as or longer than myself reporting they are drinking or only in early days of sobriety , I am drinking myself ,
2011 - 2014 and still haven't found the strength to stay stopped. Probably will drink tonight even though I want to be sober but they are predicting storms and the only way I can get through one with out having a full blown panic attack is by drinking its only the start of the storm season and it will only get worse , if you went through the sheer panic I do when it storms you would understand my need to control it. I just hate summer and what it brings.
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