Hey guys, I'm sorry I caused so much worry, I'm ok honestly. I would never hurt myself, or if I ever developed that kind of mindset I would just go to the hospital.
I was having a very bad day, having to drain a couple cysts which were more painful than usual, must have been near a nerve. I was just exhausted, couldn't sleep, pain and I had to miss someones birthday party because I was just too unwell to go.
Just one of those days when everything comes at once and buries you, but hey I've had them before, I have never hurt myself and I bounce back quickly.
Sorry again for worrying you so much, very unfair of me.