Such a good reason to get and stay sober! I remember when I talked to someone from my EAP, the first time I tried to get sober. I basically gave her a laundry list of all the things I was doing while actively drinking: parenting, work performance awards, promotions, grad school, renovating a house, etc etc. I told her, "I can't wait to see how productive I am SOBER!" She basically told me to settle down and not think about "doing" as much as "being" OK with myself. Wise advice that I am only now ready to apply.