It's been a little while, and to be honest I'd fallen back into the 'hole' of drinking. Was back to every day. Constantly angry at myself every morning for having a drink. Yet, still going out after work to get more.
But something in me changed 5 days ago. I was meant to go visit my kids and completely forgot. Was drunk when I organized it. My daughter of 6 was counting down the 'sleeps' until daddy would be there. And I didn't show up. I didn't even find until two days later.
So, I haven't had a drink in 5 days. It's evening here now, and I know I'm not drinking tonight. And that's not something I've been used to saying with confidence.
I'm still just going to take this one day at a time.