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Old 09-30-2014, 12:45 AM
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I can't judge if it's bad or good, I just know that I sometimes feel grief over the loss of my addictions. I especially miss smoking weed. When my thoughts wander off into the future, the little voice starts to whisper lies like "you'll never be able to stay clean and sober for the long haul, you might as well party today" which is totally false. As long as I stay grounded in today I don't have to worry over what may or may not happen a week from now or a year from now or 10 years from now.

Right now I am sober, and I will be for the next 24 hours. And probably the day after that, and the day after that and the next day too.
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