Good morning all - I have been reading a few posts here in anticipation of today....my first day of sobriety. Gave it a crack the beginning of the month and lasted about 6 days. Last night I told my fiancé that I needed to stop and cried for about an hour. I am so scared. I can't imagine a life without wine...Please tell me that it is possible. I am a mom to two boys, 9 and 22. The irony is I left their dad 8 years ago because he was/is an alcoholic and I couldn't put my younger one through the hell my older one went through. It is scary how this crept up on me.