September 2014 Will Be My Month
Well hear I go. Quitting again. This time, it will be the last. I have promised my wife and myself. This time I'm thinking forward about how I will handle upcoming events. I'm thinking about how others will react and what I really want to disclose to others. This time I WILL do it.
I know I'm in the first couple of days and that's when I'm most motivated. The next week will be a real challenge. My wife and I are going on vacation and there are so many triggers that I have to avoid and not give in. I will do it. If I don't, I will lose everything. My life as I know it today will be over. I don't want that. I want to continue to grow myself, and my marriage.
I'm so grateful for this forum and it's members. I know it's going to be the most difficult thing I've ever done in my life. I hope that with time it will get easier. Please help me get through this.