Originally Posted by
Combakkid 
I am going nuts today. Here I thought I was putting this great plan into place, taking the necessary steps to leave and be ok with the kids and to be told all this is so derailing of all the momentum I had going. I just want to curl up in a ball, pull the sheets over my head and cry.
It sounds a little nuts but have you tried curling up and crying yet? Believe it or not a good hysterical baby fit can be very therapeutic. It gives you body a huge release and helps me think more clearly once it is over. After it helps me to write everything I'm thinking. Sometimes it's in a letter to AH tht I will never send. I keep them all though me reread them later.
Sending you hugs
Mischa