Well starting over again I guess. I was class of January 2014. I was over 6 months without a drink and decided I could just have 1 beer each night while I was on vacation. And I did only have 1. I had a couple glasses of wine a couple weeks later. A couple beers out with friends a few weeks ago. And I really didn't drink any other time. My husband let me know last night that he is concerned I am going back down the same road. I felt horrible seeing how hurt he is. I know I need to just not drink at all. It isn't worth it. It isn't worth the risk of going back down that road and worth seeing the hurt in my husbands eyes. So. Starting new on e again today. Considering today, September 18th, day one. One day at a time.