DisplaceGRITS, I admire your openness and honesty in your post. I would, like others have said, sit down and talk with your husband. If you get along well together, you need to get this out in the open. Otherwise, you may sit with resentment and regret the rest of your life.
I have nothing else to add, only that your posts to others on this forum has always been so inspiring, so I know you can do this.
Hugs.
