Hi Mitch. I'm so glad you reached out for some support.
I'm sorry you're in pain, but here's where it can end. I drank all my life and never imagined I could live without it. Guess what - there is life after alcohol - and it's wonderful. You don't need it - it's doing nothing to enhance your life or make things easier or better. Time to say goodbye to that old way of life and look forward to a new day. Good to have you with us.