Anxiety alcoholism vicious cycle
I’m still having trouble stopping drinking after five or so years and three inpatient detoxes. I’ve always relapsed after about a month when whatever stupid rationalizations enter my head about it being okay to drink again. I’ve had serious anxiety problems since middle school. By the end of my work day, due to both alcohol withdrawal and my underlying anxiety, I feel on the verge of a panic attack (of which I’ve had many). Sometimes I’ve drank on the way home from work, so desperate am I to alleviate the anxiety. I feel like I need some serious inpatient treatment to address my anxiety and alcohol issues at the same time, but I don’t think I can do so without losing my job or at least going many thousands of dollars in debt. Any input would be appreciated. This forum really looks like an awesome place for advice and inspiration.