Feel like such a let down after last time.....i'm just so tired of fighting myself, my head screams its the wrong choice when I drink and does the same when I don't.....going to take it slower this time, one day at a time. Last time I spent too much time looking at the hurdles in the distance and then fell over the one right in front of me.
I'm not sure if AA will suit me, haven't felt to comfortable yet but nothing changes if nothing changes....going it alone failed last time so time to try something new.
Thanks for all the support everyone and this time I'll hang around for a while longer.