Originally Posted by
SadieJack 
I am a closet drinker and people don't realize how much I drink. I never get sloppy or slurry... but I KNOW how much I drink and I hate it. I hate myself for getting like this. I remember as a kid throwing out my parent's liquor because I hated it so much. Now, at age 57, I am just like them...
Sadie it could have been me writing this, and we're very close in age as well. I was able to stop over 2 years ago and life if much better now. I hope it's the same for you.