Originally Posted by
13unluckyforsom 
In my eyes the problem is the one time I don't keep it in check and I go overboard. I mean so far I'm doing okay - my life's changed dramatically and everything's so much more happy and positive. I can be sensible but I do also love getting wrecked to the point I don't know my name
I drank harder when I was at my happiest. If you know it's going to get worse in time based on past experience why tempt the beast?