Hmmmmmmmmmmmm yesterday after I got out of the hospital I went to some American fast food joint called Carl's Jr. (I NEVVVVER eat fastfood). I got a Jalapeno Thick Burger, Bacon Ranch Fries, and a Oreo Milkshake. Yuck.
Trying to fill the void & though maybe it would make me feel better.
It didn't.
I fully expect to gain 10 pounds in the next month or so of sobriety. :|