Opio, you left a note for your family? Don't you have children. I'm sorry my friend but you need to snap out of this. Don't you know what it would do to one of them to find you DEAD? Do you want your children to find your body? Opio YOU taught me so much about addict voice. YOU helped me learn how to defeat it. You know what's going on here. Now use the tools you have to beat it. If you can't, them go get the help you need to get out of this. Life is hard. It sucks sometimes but it can also be good and beautiful and you can do good things with it. You have a gift for helping others that are struggling. You helped me. I would rather eat **** sandwiches every day if it means my kids don't have to find my body! You can make your life whatever you want it to be. Is this what you want it to be?