Ive missed you too Opio. Im sorry to hear what happened, but I know you will turn this around. Its good you came back to SR, and I hope you know so many of us here care about you. Do what you need to do to get sorted out ok. You made me laugh a little talking about the old bottle of wine you drank and how it was awful ! But seriously I have faith in you, and I know you will learn from this and only be stronger as a result. ((hugs )) to you my friend.