Okay so I ended it again this morning. And I already feel like I'm in withdrawal. Determined it's going to stick I was more blunt with him then I've ever been before he was not happy with me at all. At first angry, confused, then mocking, and trying to be compassionate and understanding but still asked me to go out with him tomorrow night just as friends. When I told him no he said he understands I'm where he was 15 years ago and I just need some time and we hung up.