If you stop drinking (I highly recommend it to anyone) I swear you will not feel lost yes it will be hard but it gets a lot easier you will have a better life now if you stop drinking
Gritted teeth time
It is always possible
There is chat, forum, links, lots of different ideas and thoughts to read up on
There is a 24h thread in the forum try not to post if you have had a drink just sleep it off and try again tomorrow