Originally Posted by
biminiblue 
Please read your post out loud to yourself.
This man is trouble. He is abusive, alcoholic, and controlling and you are under his spell.
What do you see in this guy besides good looks and exciting sex? If you were to honestly ask God to help you, and listen to the reply. . .
Some of the best advice I've ever seen on SR.
A lot of us have had to make choices at a fork in the road. Mine was 17 years ago when I split with a boyfriend (alcoholic, irony noted ... it was before my drinking reached the point it did) who would have dragged me down like a ton of bricks. Smartest move I ever made was ending it.
Re-read your post aloud. Block his emails, phone number, the whole nine yards. End this now.