Thanks, Marchers!
I got my coin today! Woot!!!! And went to a wedding and came home from that wedding totally sober. And had fun.
I've got a big appointment with my sponsor Monday to do Step 5 ... and probably 6 and 7, too. I'm really wanting to dig into 8. It says in the Big Book that "more will be revealed", and that is happening almost daily. I'm seeing how I hurt my family and friends, even though I truly thought that my isolated drinking affected no one. It did affect them. They aren't even really cognizantly aware, I don't think, but I'm seeing it and I want to make those amends.