Hi Bebetter,
I can really relate to the job dissatisfaction. My job ticks a lot of boxes - flexible, pays well, kid friendly, I can do it in my native language etc. But it's just not interesting or fulfilling. Of course I love my kids, but I also feel I need something that's just for ME, not either for the family or for work which I don't like. Something meaningful. I've been thinking maybe I don't need to change jobs, but can find something outside of work hours that gets me excited somehow. The search for meaning is incredibly important.