Oh hang in there friend! Day12 was my hardest for some reason. The roller-coaster is right! And it does get easier and you are not alone. Glad we are all here together. You may wish to try the much talked about 'ice-cream therapy'...pint of a delicious sounding ice-cream and some duh! TV. I think I will have some myself. Keep posting through your moments. It becomes easier to recognize for what it is and passes much more easily as well...just a moment.
