Need I add I left my house at 17 because of this. I raised my little brother and sister by myself growing up.. Meaning changed diapers the whole Shabang. This is the first time I've lived at my parents since then. Now I realize yet again how sick she is. Four weeks ago I was doing absolutely anything to prevent me from using.
Now I will do ANYTHING to prevent me from using , but right now I am about to take drastic measures to use to put up with this chaos.
Now I'm not going to but my addict is screaming at me and then I have her screaming at me on top of everything. I am literally just about to pop.
She won't let me work, so I can make the money to get out of here. She won't let me go to my therapist appointments. I am under her thumb , I am her game piece and she does what she wants with me. I am 24 I am a grown ass woman. So I think to myself, do I pack a bag and find someone to get me the **** out of here ? Or do I stick this out? Wtf am I supposed to ******* do?!?