Originally Posted by
jarp 
I just feel so sad. I'm grieving. We had a lot of wonderful times, with him I've shared my highest highs, and my lowest lows. But that person really has gone, and he's not coming back. I'm so so sad I don't know what to do with this sadness. I've finally given in, I'm not fighting it anymore, I'm done.
As bad as you feel right now, this statement screams acceptance, which is a healthy place to be, a place to begin healing and moving forward.
Originally Posted by
jarp I hate this disease. .
Me too sweetie. Hugs!