Thanks everyone. I know time will heal, it just sucks because who knows how long that will take.. I knew what I signed up for when I dated a (then recovering) addict. I almost wish he would have done something awful to me.. cheat on me, steal from me, something.. It wouldn't be so hard to walk away.
Anvil - You're completely right. This one will leave a scar. We shared an inexplicable chemistry that not many love affairs have, I know this to be true.
Either way, I will be okay.
Oh, and I'm keeping the cat, so that makes things better
(one who refuses to let me do school work)
