I'm really trying to figure out a plan.
I have the pshyc stuff fixed up to go but it won't happen till after August 11. But the Dr's help will give me something to try and get through the first few days....followed by an appointment. He is not going to let me just change addictions with a medication.
I'm really scared. But I'm also hopeful. Then I just get anxious which is why I will be doing medication for the first few days. I really wish I could quit right now but I'm too scared of not making it work tomarrow. I know that's stupid, but it is big for me and not just an excuse to drink that it sounds like.
So I'm focusing on that drinking is over as of noon tomarrow and then I have a whole 2 days to get into some sort of order.
I just have to believe. It has to be possible. No matter how many times I've relapsed.
CG I'm so glad your mom is doing a bit better and I'm sorry I'm too in myself to give more support.
OK ... I just don't know how much I'll check in over this "detox" so please keep hoping for me (hug)
I've gotta go... (hug)