Originally Posted by
Leshar Thanks, Croissant, for the reminder about PAWS.
I'm so tired and emotionally numb. I know my lines. I can't seem to get pleasure out of anything. I'm worried about being jealous of those who can drink, it's really bothering me.
My faith in my resolve is waning because I feel so flat and wonder why I feel so awful at over a year.
Sorry to hear you've been unwell.
Hmmm, what bothered me about that article is it says (whether medically proven or not, I don't know), that you can make it worse by getting anxious or worried...or some thing like that. But getting worked up can make it worse.
I wonder Leshar, if things will get a bit better at least for you after the play? The stress of it surely is an irritation to you?
I hope so.
I hope we all feel better soon! Bob, put the kettle on.
To be honest, with all the health talk at the hospital....I guess I see the drinking door practically shutting. Which in some part of me pissed me off all over again. Just an alkie petulant child response, I guess.