You are probably right, Dandylion. Right now I feel about as down as I can imagine. I was thinking of how it would be if his father had any compassion, he would want to help with this. But, I have always had to do it alone, for my kids, all along. NO wonder I decided to be single if I had to do all the childrearing by myself.
I am not in a good frame of mind, but I don't know how to get out of it
there are people so much worse off than me. In fifty years, this wont even matter.
I hope this bowl of ice cream helps...lol.