Originally Posted by
Hereandnow2 
Noolan I love your post! I like what your doing when your av starts up! I'm thinking if writing down everything it tells me. Sometimes seeing it in black and white helps me to see it's ridiculous! Moving somewhere would not get you away from you're addiction because it is apart of you!
It's so strange you say that, I was just thinking about going through my bank account from inception and just seeing how much I've spent at bars. I'm sure the number will make me cry, but will also be a black and white term I use to motivate me to stay right.