I just needed to check in, here. Things are better, today. My anxiety attacks have calmed down. I've been able to get some work done.
The only thing hindering me today, is this nasty weather we're having. There's nothing like monsoon season in the desert. We have 40 mph winds and flash flood warnings.
Other than that, I'm just grateful for a more peaceful day. I'll take that when I can. Actually, any day above the "influence", is a good one. That, I can live with.
I hope everyone is well. I try to send up a prayer every day for that. Keep me in yours, as well.
peace.