Step 5 Update: I've been journaling on the questions available here on SR regarding Step 5. Many of them are just not an issue. I am ready to move forward and it shows.
I have been working on living without my wall. So far it is not too bad. But the state of the world is very frightening to me. It really upsets me but I don't particularly think not being aware is a good approach either
Most of all, I am feeling pretty emotionally level - which I am pretty grateful for after all the digging I did on Step 4. I am thinking about widening out my counseling visits. I am thinking about coming off the meds too.