Thankyou Dandy. I do just want to give up. I am tired.
It was so hard not to respond tonight. I tried, and he kept saying, "Tell me one reason why I need to go". I told him that we have talked about it too much and I wasn't going to be drawn into arguing, which is why he said that.
sometimes I think he is just crazy. He says not being employed, living with his mom who harasses him, and not having anything and his sinus driving him insane, etc etc.
I detached as well as I could, not very well, but better than in the past. I know that things dont change overnight, and thanks for saying that.
I will try to find my feet here. guess I will call the therapist tomorrow. she always tells me to call if I need to, but it always goes to answering service and she does not get back with me. maybe she calls my work number, and I am gone by then.
Pathetic of me to be so weak, and crybaby. I have not learned much, I dont think, about how to keep focused.
thanks for the encouragement. I am feeling very weak today, but it will get better.