I am going to try to get him in to see the woman my therapist recommended, in her practice. dual diagnosis is her specialty, I think she said.
I feel weird, not doing anything towards my goal today. I had to cancel my next week appt, because of my work week is changed, due to me taking vacation. left her a message, so we can reschedule and talk about how to get him into see someone there.
It feels like I am losing ground, if I am not always in my armor. just a day of rest, I will call it.
I have been thinking , Dandylion, about your question " Have I thought about what sort of things I would be doing if he was not living here'- I think that was how you put it.
When I imagine it, I feel this wonderful free feeling, almost like I come alive... so I guess better times are ahead. I have to believe that!