Well, one thing about meetings is that they will not force you to tell your story. You can go and just listen. I understand it isn't easy, though.
I went to over a hundred meetings and probably only said ten minutes worth of stuff, total. It was totally left up to me. They did ask me if I wanted to talk, I usually said, "I'm just listening today, thank you."
If you are lonely give it another try. Maybe not at first, but eventually you will find someone there to talk with one on one.
Or you could get some therapy?
This site is really helpful..