One good thing that came out of today........
So finally I have sorted it, I am moving into the unit next door, which gets sunlight, doesn't leak and is much more my size.
I have a big 2 bedroom unit but it gets no sun and is so cold, the house is so old and full of termites, there are holes in the walls, floors, ceilings and around water/gas piping. So it is windy and leaks in the rain, it is an extortionate amount of money for the sate of the place, Rotting is not even the word close enough to describe this place wooden mess. It is heritage listed, hence little to no repairs.
So this new place is smaller and cheaper and warmer and I can put a table and chairs outside so I don't have to be constantly cooped up inside in front of the heaters burning electric. I can't wait,
It's not far but hopefully the issues and stress should lessen soon. Even having a shower in this place is so stressful and I'm going to catch pneumonia or something.
So something positive comes, now I wait for the negative to hit.............
fingers crossed it doesn't...................