Hi Mizzuno...I saw some of your recent posts, and firstly, I am sorry for what your sister is going through.
I understand it must be hard, and I know you thank she wouldn't mind you drinking and she's drugged up anyway. I think that what you said elsewhere?
I'm of course not privy to your bond with your sister, so maybe it feels right to have a few drinks because it's all painful etc. I don't want to comment on that - you know if it feels right or wrong deep down to be drinking now.
Would it be an option to be sober through all this?