Welcome to SR J2911. Glad to have you with us.
I started out drinking the same way you were - and it did lead to alcoholic drinking later in life. You are wise to be taking a hard look at the effect it has on you. Congratulations on your 2 weeks without wine.
You are so much more than the worst thing you've ever done. Fr. Greg Boyle
A little voice deep inside me said, "Hello, I am here." It was a small voice, & sounded as if it were buried underneath the cushions of my couch. It was my soul...I had forgotten it.