Wow praying, yes that sounds like my journey too... it's been so hard.. I guess I was hoping to get closure by signing up for working on myself instead of using someone but I feel like I am getting madder by the minute. I spent the day abusing my ex, sending him messages expressing how I felt, and he kept on saying he didn't care and ignored me well that has hurt me even more... after all of this he doesn't even care!! I feel like I am going crazy now... could well right end up in a crazy.ward talking to myself. how can he not care!!!! Jesus Christ I need a mirarcle I can't do this for the rest of my life.. I wish I could stop caring about him I am trying to but it's not my fault that I do.