to answer this question from your other thread:
"Question did anybody have really bad dreams during recovery? "
yes, in early recovery I had terrible dreams( when I could sleep). the drugs and alcohol were leaving my body and my brain was startin to fire up again- electrical paths starting to be used again that had been short circuited by drugs and alcohol for a long time. them dreams subsided as I worked on me- lookin at my past and seeing what made me tick, doing my best to fix the damage I had done to everyone, and changing me.