I cried over my ex. The man he could have been, the relationship we could have had, the father he should be to our son. The heart does catch up to the head, it just takes awhile. No contact helps a lot. I have limited contact with my ex due to our son. Very limited.
He called a couple of weeks ago and told me he's getting the phone disconnected because the phone company is robbing him. Translation: I'd rather spend money on booze than have a telephone to stay in contact with my son. Just makes me sad.