Welcome malavijuraii, your story sounds a lot like where I was at about two years ago. This site help me tremendously. I joined one of the monthly quit threads here on this site, read a lot and did everything I could to change my routine of drinking after work. (I was a wine drinker too, cranberry juice and 7up replaced my wine drink early on) Please go see your doctor asap, they will be able to help you with the detox withdrawal symptoms.