welcome Boudicca and congrats on your decision, thats awesome!
I was a longtime drinker too, found the RR site through SR and made my BP the first time I was on the site. I was lucky enough to have found the book at a local brick and mortar retailer, last copy! That was just a few days before a week long vacation , so I brought an until then , unknown companion the f-ing AV! What an a-hole that guy can be, not the most comfortable week spent , by a long shot. That mf-er is loudest in the early goings, with time it will learn its place( has to right? BP sees to that)
You got this
You found a real great thing here at SR , keep coming 'in', the waters fine
