Thank you for saying that - I think that's a brilliant idea! Intellectually I know that this is for the best but emotionally I'm still struggling; I think reminding myself of what IS going right will make it a whole lot better.
For some reason though, it's hard to not keep projecting the situation internally and wondering why I wasn't good enough, but I think I just need to respect the addiction and my pull the reins on my reflex for codependency.