Hi There,
I have been relapsing for 10 years and couldn't put 2 weeks together since I was 16.(now 36). After admitting to myself that I couldn't do it on my own anymore, I decided to check into a detox. It gave me 72 hours and the help of professionals to start me on my way.
I now have 4.5 months sober and have been attending AA meetings and trying to live by the suggestions of others. Its not easy, but my worst day now beats my best day when I was using.
I hope you find your path!