Thank you for your post and for caring1
I am a born again Christian, and believe I will be in Heaven when I die. I wish the same for my children as well, but its their choice and their journey.
I was talking with my sister about that last night. How many times have we asked for His help? A lot. but we keep asking and must keep trying to do the right things.
As a child, I prayed a lot, for God to help me. I believe He did, kept me alive, gave me three beautiful children, who showed me what true love was.
Now, I have more to learn. How to trust, and not hold so tightly to those children that I strangle them. that is the hard stuff for me.
Oh, about their father... he is not in the picture, at least not physically. He does play games online with my son(he never grew up much either). And lets his wife rule his life... no help from his corner. I will have to find another male to help make him listen when the time comes for our discussion. He does not respect me, and his father is as much to blame for that , as I am.