Originally Posted by glasshalffull

Here I am again on day one. I can only get a week, two if I'm lucky, before I drink again. I am so at a loss today. I want sobriety and yet seem unable to achieve it. I don't want to join a group ( except this one) and Cbt methods I have tried have failed.
All I know is I'll will start taking the Antibuse again this afternoon and try again.