You all are helping, by letting me share things which I don't feel proud of sharing, and being supportive.
I have been here a while now, and have survived some rough times, with your support.
I know I have not taken some advice, but I do take it in, and it stays in my mind.
Aspbergers has been in my mind. He seems to have some of those symptoms. actually , his best friend is an Asbie, and they are a lot alike.
I will contact mental health social works, and see if I can talk to someone. Its hard to find someone good in our podunk town.
prayers are appreciated.
hugs
chicory